Monday, January 29, 2007

All I can see are dark grey clouds in the distance getting closer every hour.

“And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide”

“I've got a mouth full of blood.
Well I'll carry this casket if it's what I have to do.
So bring on the dark sky and let it cover me entirely.”

I’m sitting outside my job thinking. I was promoted to team lead. And this means more responsibility, slightly more pay, and significantly worse hours. I work almost all closing shifts now and as such I don’t get home most nights till around 10ish having a few hours spare in the morning before I have to go in. I feel the same about my job as I always have. These new cashing out registers and nightly book keeping responsibilities aren’t especially to my liking. I feel somewhat trapped in this position. But my feelings have hallowed over time (as all feelings do).
I am ok with this job, resigned would be the word.
The promotion will look good on a resume and I am slowly becoming more proficient at the job so it’s all ok.

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